burfday party

228 jun 2009..

ari ni gy burfday party jiran lame ak..

die da pindah uma..

so ak gy uma br die la..

die de wt burfday party utk anak die..

chomel!

kakak ak dtg amik ak kul 2 pm..

kitowg gy jj jap sbb nk bli belon..

haha..

then kitowg pown gerak la gy uma die..

kul 3 cmtuh smpai la kt bandar puteri...

byk game yg die wt..

ala game budak2 jew..

kitorg pown layan jew..

kitorg blk kul 7.30 pm slps mkn,men game n mcm2 ar kitorg wt..

haha..

kakak ak tros anta ak blk then die pown blk uma die..

cmtuh jew weekend ak kali nih..

x bace bku pown..

haha kuangt asam kn..

BERSAMBUNG.....

weekend ak

27 jun 2009.




ari ni ak nye skola de wt hari info..
ala yg amik report card tuh...
so kakak ak yg tlg amikkn coz mak ak bz..
skola die de wt ari kantin ari ni..
so ak bgon la kul 8 pg..
kakak ak amik ak kul 9.15 am..
kitorg tros gy skola ak jap..
lps tuh kitorg pown gy la skola mak ak...
iaitu SMK SRI ISTANA.
kitorg dtg juz nk bli mkn jew..
bkn nk berseronok..
coz lps ni kitorg nk kuar jln2...
haha..
x de la besh sgt hari kantin dowg..
gerai nye ckit jew..
dlm kul 11.30 tuh kitowg pown blk la..
mule2 gy shah alam uma membe kakak ak..
smpai kul 2.30 pm...
then kitorg pown gerak gy sunway..
x plan pown..
kakak ak pown drive..
smpai jew kitorg tros jln2 cr bj..
tp yg x besh nye x smpat nk snap2 gmba coz mak ak da call suro blk..
kelam kabut la kakak ak cr brg die..
ak pown x beli pape coz x smpat..

ni jew yg smpat kitorg snap..

kami mmg lain..

lps tuh kul 5 pm kitowg smpai klang..

kitowg x puas lg shopping...

kitowg pown gy jj bukit tggi plak..

haha...

kali ni ak de ah bli bj..

hehe...kitowg lpk kt secret recipe lame gak coz tggu membe kakak ak dtg..

smbil2 tuh kitowg mkn kek!

tp x dpt snap gamba coz btry phone ak da abes.. :(

kitowg blk uma dlm kul 8.30 pm..

haha lmbt!

1 ari berjalan jew..

ak epy sgt!!!

transformer..

25 jun 2009...

ak n amim da gy tgk cte transformer..
cte yg gempak...
ak x taw pown cte 2 lame...
rase nantok plak dok lame2 dlm wyg..
tgk2 jew da kul 7.15..
huh??
2syen!!!
cmne nih?
kitorg kelam kabut blk uma...
smpai uma kul 7.40 pm..
aduh x smpat nih..
ah gy 2syen lmbt jew la...
ari ni ak x nangis kt 2syen..
caye x?haha...
ak epy sgt kuwa td..
thanx 2 amim coz ceriakn ak..
BERSAMBUNG...

cerita auny..

24 jun 2009..



ak bgon sahur..
ari ni nk puase coz 1 rejab..
hmm ak pown bgon sahor..
lps sahor ak tros naik atas then solat subuh lps azan..
dlm kul 6 a.m mcm tuh, ak tertido blk coz mlm tuh ak tdo lmbt sgt.
kul 3 kowt..
so penat sgt2..
igt nk gy skola,tgk2 jam da kul 7.30 a.m..
huh???ak lmbt!!!
bj x gosok lg!!!!
ape ak nk wat?
ak call mak ak coz nk mntk permission x yah gy skola..
lgpown kalo ak gy skola msti ak tdo dlm kelas..
so mak ak juz kate ok!
ak pown sambung la tdo ak..
ak bgon dlm kul 11 cmtuh..
ak mndi tros kuar..
ak x taw nk gy mane..
kalo ak dok uma msti org tuh ceramah ak..
mcm la die bgos sgt...
hmm ak kuar jln2 x de arah tuju..
smpai kul 2..
ak gy uma amim...
ak lpk uma die smpai kul 5 coz ptg tuh die nk kuar..
ala die lpk ac jew..
ak pown 4llow la..
tp ak x buka puasa taw!
ak juz dok jew...
then ak blk ah uma ak dlm kul 7.15 cmtuh..
ak tros gy dapur tgk ape nk buka..

kesedihan sering melanda.

23 jun 2009..

ape nk jd kt ak ni?

ak rase ak mcm x ley idop mcm nih..

kalo bunuh diri nnt msok neraka..

x nk!!

ya allah bantu lah hamba mu ini..

ak memohon kepada mu berilah ak petunjuk da hidayah mu...

ak x sanggup lg...

ak ternmpk (?) n someone.. tuh idop lg..



everyday!

huh??

relax auny..

chill babe..

TIDAK!!!!

ak x nk tgk lg...

ak rase x de ape lg utk ak kt dunia ni..

ak x nk jmpe sape2..

ya allah, tlg lah....

selain tuh family prob ak x pena selesai selagi org tuh ade kt uma ak..

n org tuh idop lg..
ape ak nk wat eh?
setiap kali ak de kt uma msti nk kene belasah..
kalo ak kuar ak nk gy mane?
uma membe ak?
sape?
amim..?
die gy skola....
n ak x nk sshkn die lg...
da byk ak ssh kn die..
sume owg tanye pahal ak x gy skola..
ak pown x taw nape..
kdg2 ak ni bengong ckit..
hmm mlm tuh 2syan add math..
ak dtg2 ok jew..
tbe2 hp ak bunyi...
ak tgk shiro call..
huh?
pahal die call ak..
tbe2 jew...
ak pown trun bwh then angkat..
kitowg borak sgt lame...
smpai airmata ak pown jatuh lg..
da 2 ari da ak nangis kt 2syen...
hmm ak cte sume prob ak...
tbe2 ade incoming call..
sape?
kakak haifa?
huh??pelik!!
ak pown ltk call shiro then angkat call haifa..
die pown tanye bnde yg same shiro tanye..
ak pown jwb bnde yg same la..
hmm then kitowg borak smpai la btry ak abes..
so ak pown naik atas msok 2syen blk..
dgn muke yg masam ak msok wt muke x de pape berlaku...
dowg sume tanye apahal nan ak?
ak wt x taw jew..
ak nangis kejap dlm 2syen..
mmg xde mood nk study wt mase terdekat nih..
ble nk blk tuh,ak trun cpt coz ak x nk jmpe sape2..
nnt msti dowg tanye nape nan ak...
ak mls nk jwb..
nnt pnjg ceritanye...
ak blk then sambung nangis ak...
apahal nan ak nih?
da gle kew?
x de otak kew?
huh...

kenapa?

21 jun 2009 :
ak br bgon tdo..
ak tdo uma amim.coz 20 jun 2009 die wt kenduri.
so ak juz tlg2 jew..
ak tdo uma die pown sbb da lewat.
xkn la ak nk blk uma tgh2 mlm..
and family die pown x kesah coz da byk kali ak tdo uma die..
ak bgon2 tgk amim nga 2syen so x nk la gngu die..
ak lpk2 then dlm kul 12 cmtuh ak trun gy mkn..
sbb mase 2 amim br jew abiz 2syen..
lps mkn,kitorg pown naik atas then tgk tv..
xde cte besh pown tp lyan jew la cte ape2 pown..
tbe dlm kul 1 lbih mcm 2 amim ajak kuwa..
ak pown x sangka..
x plan pown nk kuwa..
ala kalo kuwa pown juz gy jayjay jew..
ak x kesah la..
ak pown 4llow jew..
dlm kul 3 cm2 grak gy jayjay..
yong kesayangannya anta kitowg kt jayjay..
kitowg tgk cte jgn pndg blkg congkak..
haha kelakar loarh..
bnde yg paling ak mara time 2 ade la org 2,A bkn name sbnr da la dtg lmbt pastu nk mara2 plak..
haish geram btol ak..
lps abiz tgk wyg,A 2 anta kitowg kt dkt2 ctu gak la..
yong kesayangan amim ni tggu kt sane..
A ni bwk kete,fuhhh x taw nk ckp la..
ak taw la br dpt lesen tp ak rase org yg x de lesen pown ley bwk elok2..
haha jgn mara A...
hmm lps tuh kitowg gy beli kek utk bapa amim..
yela kn father's day..
ak juz tumpang sekaki jew..
haha..
hmm then amim anta ak blk uma dlm kul 7 pm cmtuh..

22 jun 2009:
ak bgon2 jew da kul 11 pg..
huh?
x gy skola kew?
2 la mlm2 wtpe?
bkn nk tdo awal..kn da x gy skola..
aduih gawat ni..
haha...
mak ak x de la mara sgt...
ptg 2 ak kuwa jln2..
juz nk amik angin...
hmm then ak terserempak nan Y bkn nama sebenar...
die kate nk jln2 ak bwk la die skali..
die nk suro ak ajar bwk moto..
ak x kesah ar..
tp ak ni bkn la expert sgt bwk moto..
tp ak da fobia la nek moto nan die..
haha jgn mara Y..
ala org baru belajar msti la bwk mcm tuh..
mlm plak,ak de 2syan math..
ayoo mls nk gy 2syen..
tp nk wt cmne..
spm da dekat beb..
smpai jew kt 2 syen tbe2 ak jd sebak..
ak x taw nape..
ak sedey gle..
ak pown mengeluarkan air mata ak..
sume owg tanye kenapa nan ak..
tbe2 ak tertinggikan suara ak kt L bkn nama sebenar..
sori L..
ak x sengaja...
secara tbe2 jew ak jd cmtuh..
blk 2 ak nangis sepuas aty ak..
rmai gak yg msg ak tanye kenapa nan ak..
ak kate xde pape...
nta la ak pown x taw nape..

kesedihan

ak cdey sgt2...

ak rase mcm nk lari uma pown de..

tp ak still de pedoman.

1) ak cdey coz result ak trok..

2) ak cdey coz ak kehilangan kwn ak..

3) ak cdey coz ak xley terima hakikat..

actually ak mmg rindu gler2 kt (?)

siapakah org yg ak rndu tuh..?

secret..

ne ley gy taw..nnt abis 1 alam ni tersebar..

ak rase sunyi sgt idop ak..

(?) telah menceriakn idop ak..

ak x dpt terima hakikat..

ak syg (?) sgt2.....

setiap kali ak tgk muka (?) ak emosi lebih la..

x dpt control lg..

coz ak mmg org yg plg sensitif...

dlu kita org bahagia jew..

xde sape gngu..

yela skang perangai manusia berubah-ubah...

tp 1 jew ak nk ckp..

ak mmg x dpt lupakn (?)


dlu kitorg kwn rpat..

tp ade jew musibah yg berlaku...

nta la...

wlu ape pown ak tetap kene terima hakikat ni...

tp ble ak teringat ak akn cdey...

skang ak x byk kwn..

n ak x taw pe ak wt kt kwn2 ak smpai dowg benci ak..

ak harap dowg dpt maafkn ak..

kalo x puas aty,ley dtg jmpe ak..

trus terang jew...

thanx to my lovely fwens : amim,ros,anati,liyana n sume la kwn2 knl ak...

thanx coz sudi kwn ngan ak...

n melayan kerenah ak..

sori kalo x sebut nama kowg tp x semestinya ak lupa korg..

kesedihan ni akan berterusan

di jayjay

ari ni ak gy jj jap!
sje jew coz bowink dok uma..

ak gy sorg2 coz nk tenangkan fikiran ak yg agak berserabut nih...

mase ak smpai je ak tros gy tgk baju2..

ak ni nk shoppping tp x de duet! :(

hmm smbil2 tgk baju ape kate kte try..

hehe..

hmm jam da kul 3.30..

igt nk tgk wyg tp mahal la ari nih..

huhu..so blk la...

daaa....

salam...

sekolah...

bnde yg agak sukar utk dilakukan..-bangun pg-

haha..stended la kn..

huh cte psl skola nih..

msti psl paper mid term..

haish...ni yg lemah ni..

ak de la dpt beberapa paper..ak da try my best utk dptkn markah yg byk..

tp....

haha suspen gle ble ckgu2 ak nk bg paper...

expecially time dpt paper bm..

kalo ak x lulus subjek ni maknanya ak x lulus spm..

tp alhamdulillah ak lulus..

eh mana ley bg tau markah nye..

secret lorh...

da ari kedua skola mcm x bersemangat lg..

tp kali ni x ley men2 da..

coz spm da dkt...

no hangout anymore....

study only....

hye all...
actually aku br jew wt blog nih...
so kalo ade tersilap ak mntk maaf la keyh...
name aku auni salbiah binti razali..
ak form 5 now..
nk amik spm loa..
ak ni sensitif orgnye..
ak dok kat klang..
ala kt andalas tuh...
ak skola kt shahbandaraya,kg jawa...
ape lg nk ckp eh?
x de lg kowt..
k la bye,..
salam

hari ku di rumah

pg td ak bgon kul 11.30..
bese la cuti2 nih msti la bgon lmbt2..
hehe..tbe2 hp ak berbunyi...
huh??
mak ak tepon..
die soh siap sbb nk gy uma org kawin..
haish mls btol la nk bgon..
terpakse gak aku bgon sbb mak ak x msk ari ni..
lps ak ciap mak ak blk then tros gy..
gy uma ckgu aku yg dipanggil "ckgu fara"
lps mkn tros blk..
ak tros msok blik n wat keje add math..
lg ckit jew nk ciap...
sambil2 tuh ak on9 la dlu..
hehe...
ak x mkn pown smpai skang..
lg pown mls nk trun gy mkn..
ak dok dlm blik wt keje..
haih...
ble la nk ciap...
k la smpai cni dlu keyh..
sok skola...
ak update lg ey sok..
bye.....

projek add math

ari ni 1 ari ak dok dlm blik wt projek add math tuh..
letih sungguh..
da la kene wat gune tangan..
tuh pown x ciap lg..
geramnyer!!!
smpai skang ak x ciap2 lg..
k la smpai sini dulu..
later ak update lg keyh..
bye..