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23 jun 2009..

ape nk jd kt ak ni?

ak rase ak mcm x ley idop mcm nih..

kalo bunuh diri nnt msok neraka..

x nk!!

ya allah bantu lah hamba mu ini..

ak memohon kepada mu berilah ak petunjuk da hidayah mu...

ak x sanggup lg...

ak ternmpk (?) n someone.. tuh idop lg..



everyday!

huh??

relax auny..

chill babe..

TIDAK!!!!

ak x nk tgk lg...

ak rase x de ape lg utk ak kt dunia ni..

ak x nk jmpe sape2..

ya allah, tlg lah....

selain tuh family prob ak x pena selesai selagi org tuh ade kt uma ak..

n org tuh idop lg..
ape ak nk wat eh?
setiap kali ak de kt uma msti nk kene belasah..
kalo ak kuar ak nk gy mane?
uma membe ak?
sape?
amim..?
die gy skola....
n ak x nk sshkn die lg...
da byk ak ssh kn die..
sume owg tanye pahal ak x gy skola..
ak pown x taw nape..
kdg2 ak ni bengong ckit..
hmm mlm tuh 2syan add math..
ak dtg2 ok jew..
tbe2 hp ak bunyi...
ak tgk shiro call..
huh?
pahal die call ak..
tbe2 jew...
ak pown trun bwh then angkat..
kitowg borak sgt lame...
smpai airmata ak pown jatuh lg..
da 2 ari da ak nangis kt 2syen...
hmm ak cte sume prob ak...
tbe2 ade incoming call..
sape?
kakak haifa?
huh??pelik!!
ak pown ltk call shiro then angkat call haifa..
die pown tanye bnde yg same shiro tanye..
ak pown jwb bnde yg same la..
hmm then kitowg borak smpai la btry ak abes..
so ak pown naik atas msok 2syen blk..
dgn muke yg masam ak msok wt muke x de pape berlaku...
dowg sume tanye apahal nan ak?
ak wt x taw jew..
ak nangis kejap dlm 2syen..
mmg xde mood nk study wt mase terdekat nih..
ble nk blk tuh,ak trun cpt coz ak x nk jmpe sape2..
nnt msti dowg tanye nape nan ak...
ak mls nk jwb..
nnt pnjg ceritanye...
ak blk then sambung nangis ak...
apahal nan ak nih?
da gle kew?
x de otak kew?
huh...